You're going to be disappointed if you lie to yourself about reality

I know reality isn't the main theme of this website, but I'll be lying to you if I said keeping it real is real, and any religious man knows it's a sin to lie, several days ago when I read my book properly I found out it's not a sin to have an opinion, only to have opinions that come back to haunt me is a sin. It would be everyone's common lie to say this monitor doesn't exist, or that my body doesn't exist, people can see the nothing as long as they believe it doesn't exist, it's a bullshit that causes the hallucination that a thing isn't there, to me it looks like it's present because of the pixels, it looks like a dream where I'll never wake from my dream, if I'm a brain with the illusion of my body (with a brain in it) and it's on a monitor, the harsh reality is that some day I'll be dead and that's it, it's over, leaving behind my work as evidence of what I think of the truth. But if you lie to yourself and think that just because you can see it, that it must be solid, it's objective, despite your mind creating what you see and feel, you're going to be disappointed finding out that your mind can bend reality. If I thought of myself as thin, I'm going to turn thin by definition, and go back to my original shape if my mind leaves me alone. There are inevitable yet objective realities, such as the fact that all people around 45-50 years get grey or white hair, they grow wrinkles and they die, it's normal (and weird), just as wearing clothes is both normal and weird. Every machine of every kind, even those biological like us will die down, that's our brains when they stop functioning. Jesus's brain was still functioning when he was nailed to a cross, he didn't die on the cross, he died a few hours after he woke up from his tomb, so no, he didn't die for what he believed in, he got away with staying alive believing it. The reality is sweeter than you think, Jesus Christ calls death sleeping, when there was a dead woman on the floor, but people like Christians are forgetting what's real about Christianity, it's not the spirituality they take from the church that's the true Christianity, but the mysticism of entering divine worlds, realising that nature is not divine and that it's material (atheists would agree), and that it's not God's creation, this isn't an irreligious belief but the belief of a pseudo-religion known as theosophy, which is really a mystical philosophy I find to be literally a reality, I've connected and explored all levels of reality. The myriad and the image is the reality, and the reality is our evolutionary makeup (the origin), our heavenless and helless death (the death) and our being in the universe (the placement) of human beings along with God and heaven in another galaxy, but death equals the absence of life which means as sinful as it is to tell you what I want to hear, that there's no afterlife, no past lives and no ghosts, it's true. Buddhism is also what's required of humans, it's a mediaeval human nature of Buddhist monks since the Dalai Lamas have come into being in Tibet, that meditation, the philosophy that comes with the package, the diet of Buddhists, and realising everything is empty, is the nature of Buddhism and everyone (although I don't think everyone has to follow it) would just be happy people if they were all Buddhists, those who are self-proclaimed Buddhists having sex are following a sect that allows such activity, my sect allows it, but not with lustful activity, I don't think it's a sin if I fucked you, gay or not, while I'm not married, only other sects of Christianity make it a sin, and it's just dictating, with me it's simple: do what you want, do what you think is right, without regard to any morality being a sin, it's only a sin if you let it be, just make up a system to govern yourself, and be selfish (the reality is most people can't handle this, they think you have to be selfless, like UG says, I say if you're a selfless man I should kick you in the pants), so now that you know all about reality, drop a comment below.