Yiff fursuit bondage fantasies

Normally when I am working I am a normal straight men but when I'm home and horny i tend to look up gay porn about rubber bondage and yiff bondage and fursuit bondage, I tend to fantasize about them and it really turns me on, an example perhaps: being trapped inside a rubber suit that's lubed all up so it's slippery on the inside and the rubber suit being in a fursuit that's tied up to something and than a man or a woman giving me a handjob and much more, or a more gay one: being trapped in a fursuit on all fours tied to the ground and than a bunch of men cum inside my butt so that my ass is completely filled up with cum. And than after I cum I feel disgusted of my self and try to never think about it again until I am horny again and it all starts over ...