Wtf is happening?

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So for the past few hours, I've been feeling so weird. I got out of the shower, and I'm afab, but enby, as idk wtf I am yet. Anyway, I was feeling hella masc, so I put on some of my masculine clothes (I dont have a lot at this house) and vibe. While talking with my friends, I notice I am very pumped. I feel like I could beat the fuck out of god himself. Then, I think of a few situations while we are talking (things like going out clubbing, hanging out in general, etc.) But in all of these scenarios, I envision myself as a guy. Flat chest, undercut, you know. I even thought abt myself, and the 1st thing that popped into my mind was a guy version of me. When I got my mind back to reality, it felt really weird that I was not a guy. It just felt so normal to think of myself as a man, now I feel really weird. Wtf?

TLDR: I felt super excited, and thought I was a guy, now it feels weird that I'm not one.

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  • Somenormie
    3 years ago

    That is one strange story.....

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    • donteatstuffoffthesidewalk
      3 years ago

      im not sure what i just read

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      • Ellenna
        3 years ago

        Neither am I

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      • litelander8
        3 years ago

        Agreed.

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      • MonteMetcalfe
        3 years ago

        Hunter S. Thompson?
        But there's no mention of a 300lb Samoan attorney.

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  • ellnell
    3 years ago

    I believe that's called dissociative personality disorder. Get some help

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  • Korpral_varangian
    3 years ago

    i mean your just thinking of yourself in your mind it might not mean anything you might have gender dysphoria but if you dont really feel sad about it it doesnt matter just be yourself and all that it doesnt matter if you want be girly or masculine if you do wanna transition at any point be careful and make sure you are very sure but also dont let people in comments sections tell you you are cus thats a huge mistake.

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  • goyja-yearnin
    3 years ago

    idk why everyone is acting like this is so crazy

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  • DeletThis
    3 years ago

    ‘We don’t do that here’

    Sorry but this is more of a Reddit-appropriate post 😆 plus you sound underage

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  • RoseIsabella
    3 years ago

    I'm not a fan of text speak.

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  • Jamie_Sulky
    3 years ago

    Can I ask two things, how old are you and how long has this been going on for?

    You have to realise, even the straightest cis people sometimes let their mind venture, maybe its a hidden thing or just curiosity. But theres no need to suddenly put yourself in a category from this. Additionally if your in your teenage years, esp early teenage years, you're hormones are flying all over the place, so a lot of teens get confused. (not trying discredit your feelings, just trying to make sure you don't jump the gun since you said this has been only going on for a "few hours")

    Try to sit with this feeling. Ask yourself who you are and what makes you happy. And sit with it for a bit because transitioning is a big decision. Good luck.

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  • SkullsNRoses
    3 years ago

    I think you should post this on a forum specifically geared towards trans people. There aren’t many trans people on IIN and I don’t suspect you will get particularly detailed answers here. Good luck in figuring it out though.

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  • mouldiwarp
    3 years ago

    It’s okay to question your gender identity

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