Worried about the new year??
Yes I am. I've never done anything for the new year until last year where I went to a house gathering it wasn't a full on party it was at my cousins and her friends and partners were there, we played drinking games etc. Now I'm a shy girl with no partner yet. And drinking isn't really my scene but I join in. There were a couple of guys last year both single and one was okay but one tormented me, he was having a laugh but I didn't like it, I didn't know what to say.
I never know what to say I get shy and awkward and yeh I'm the odd one out because I don't have anyone. I'm worried about the new year kiss as I don't want to kiss someone full on, last year I kissed the couples but only on the cheeks obviously. If someone tries to swoop in for a kiss could I hand them my cheek?
I'm just so worried. I hate the drinking games as well as they're usually questions etc.
And I just go all red. Very embarrassing.