Wondering why i can't stop doing this
Hi,
I am a thirty six year old man who has had a lifelong and extremely powerful diaper fetish since I was six years old. Being the fat kid ensured constant bullying both at school and at home. I tried many times to stop out of guilt and shame but I always came back to diapers. I am no longer ashamed by this urge I accept it now because it never goes away. I am now married for almost two years and my fetish is not only stronger but evolving into something sexual. I am afraid to tell my wife outright about it. I honestly thought living a normal adult married life would eliminate this urge but it hasn't. I hope to tell her sooner or later when the time is right.