Wondering why i can't stop doing this

Hi,
I am a thirty six year old man who has had a lifelong and extremely powerful diaper fetish since I was six years old. Being the fat kid ensured constant bullying both at school and at home. I tried many times to stop out of guilt and shame but I always came back to diapers. I am no longer ashamed by this urge I accept it now because it never goes away. I am now married for almost two years and my fetish is not only stronger but evolving into something sexual. I am afraid to tell my wife outright about it. I honestly thought living a normal adult married life would eliminate this urge but it hasn't. I hope to tell her sooner or later when the time is right.

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  • Dulse.

    It's really hard to stop something like that. It's very personal to you I'd imagine, and I guess you would be taking quite a risk telling her regardless of how you approach it. In my opinion, I think (or i'd hope) your relationship with your wife is close, and because she loves you, maybe she would be able to accept it. I know if I had a girlfriend who told me about her deep desires or a fetish of some sort, I would be understanding. And maybe i'd try to experience it with her. But I don't know your situation exactly. Anyway, I hope that things will work out well for you and your wife.

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