Winter makes me suicidal because i am trapped.
In the depths of Winter, stranded because my car sucks at driving through ice to exit steep hills, I contemplate SUICIDE, lol!. I won't really do it. This is all temporary. I'm suffering cabin fever. But, I'm having fun imagining how I will kill myself today because the weather is reporting snow, ice, snow, ice, ice, fucking ice for tomorrow, and tomorrow,....get the picture? Is this normal? Suicidal feelings in the winter.