Will i ever fit in?..?.....

64% Normal
8 Comments

I only heve 4 real friends that I can trust, and I find it hard to make friens with others. All my friends seem to be more popular than I am an I wish people would like me. I've never had a boyfriend and I don't think i am attractive, and I just generally hate myself.

I don't go out much at the weekends and I feel useless and alone and that when I try to organise things people just make excuses and I don't know how to go out and make new friends, it's not as easy as it sounds.

I dont even feel a part of my family any more and i don't think that anyone would even notice if I completely disapeared into thin air.

Voting Results
64% Normal
Based on 42 votes (27 yes)
Help us keep this site organized and clean. Thanks!
[ Report Post ]
Comments ( 8 )
  • Senken
    14 years ago

    You want attention , so you hate yourself to get attention, and when it doesn't work you get more pissy and depressed. people like you piss me off to no end.

    People like you have no will to make yourself better even though you hate yourself.

    Comment Hidden ( show )
    2
    2
  • mr.M
    13 years ago

    yea well my friend's mom died in a car accident 1 year later to the day he came home to find that his father splattered his brains all over the wall with a 9mm he was 15 he was already having a hard time fitting in was one of those weird dressed in all black and wanna die type ppl what ever u call them..he's 25 now and he's happy has friends well liked by the girls nice job..he became strong despite what happen in his life..he still thinks about it but he moved on because he didn't sit around all crying about it he knew he had to move on..so he changed everything about became a "people person"..not a 25yr old white painted face all black wearing crying about his past and that no one likes him baby..

    Comment Hidden ( show )
    1
    1
  • rosenbaumj0425
    12 years ago

    lol ^ cool story bro

    Comment Hidden ( show )
    0
    0
  • BigKahunaBurger
    13 years ago

    How about feel fortunate that you have four more friends than some people?

    Comment Hidden ( show )
    0
    0
  • mysteriousME
    13 years ago

    i feel the same way...tear

    Comment Hidden ( show )
    0
    0
  • IIN15005
    13 years ago

    When the circumstances made it obvious that I was bipolar and I was going through one problem after another, "friends" disappeared "into thin air." And I *tried* to keep them. So I will say that, with your sentiments, if you have four friends, you are very lucky. Are you young? By the time you get old, if you need a full hand worth of fingers to count your true friends, you have done very well.

    So I would say that you sound depressed (not normal), but the fact that people are avoiding you is probably human nature (unfortunately normal.) I've found that, especially when young (and maybe never at all), people want nothing to do with problems in the people with whom they associate. Is it fair or friendly? No, it sucks. Do they risk having it all blow back on them? Yes. But you have the advantage in that you can proactively seek out people who will like you despite those points...

    Comment Hidden ( show )
    0
    0
  • orangekid
    13 years ago

    I am a person with social phobia and i hate myself more so i know what are you talking about. You have 4 friends i barely have 1. I just want to leave with a note: you are a fighter and that situation should not affect your self confidence.

    Comment Hidden ( show )
    0
    0
  • [Old Memory]
    14 years ago

    You sound pretty sad and if depressed do get medical help. Speak also with a trusted family member, or school counsellor, or someone about these blues and get a bit of support & encouragement.

    Sure it can be challenging connecting with other people and making friends. But don't withdraw and dump on yourself. You have 4 good friends and a family. Reach out a bit for the love and care that is there.

    Comment Hidden ( show )
    0
    0