Will he wait until i’m ready?
Okay, so I recently made two posts on getting a new boyfriend, well he is my boyfriend now... and I know what comes with relationships is sex... and he knows I’m a virgin, he has tried 3 times... 2 after he knew I’d never done anything. I rejected them all because I didn’t feel ready and he was completely fine with it.
Half the reason I did is because I don’t know what to do.... when he puts his hand down there what do I do? It sounds stupid but I feel a little embarrassed. I’m not the most affectionate person anyway.
Another thing, I feel if I keep rejecting him he will get fed up and bin me off. So I need to start thinking about going through with it. I do want too... I just have so much anxiety.