Wierd game experience, iin?

First, I have never been suicidal or had suicidal thoughts. That's what makes this so wierd.

On my Kindle Fire, there is a game called Happy Jump. You are a blob of jello or ice cream climbing on platforms and grabbing coins. The blob of jello has the cutest face and it was obviously designed for children, but it is really fun and addicting.

Today, I turned it on and began to play it. When I saw the cute face, I had the wierdest feeling. I thought "how could I be suicidal living in a world with this game?" and felt... grateful(?) for deciding to play the game. I felt like someone who had been suicidal and had the game stop them from committing suicide.

But I wasn't suicidal or even sad! I'm a positive, happy person. I'm really wierded out by this. Am I going crazy? What the hell? IIN? I just tried to play the game again and I felt instinctively scared.

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Comments ( 5 )
  • Terence_the_viking

    I knew it the answer to all of lifes problems is gaming.

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  • bananaface

    Well of course you'd be freaked out! You've found the secret to stopping suicide! Huh, blobs of jelly with cute faces, who'd have thought?

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  • dodongos

    I've had crazy thoughts like this too.
    But I don't know if this is normal.

    Looking back at your post again, all I can think is "what is this, I don't even..."

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  • Wisdomthoot69

    schizophrenia is a serious disease.

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  • Avant-Garde

    I read that as "Happy Hump".

    I'm a on the fence in terms of the normality of your post.

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