Why i hate my mother ?

Hey all..am 34 yrs old lady.I hate my mom.bcos she was always abusive to me..bt she luvd my brother a lot. She always cursed me.humiliated me in front of my friends..my dad's friends.. she forced me to marry early age as amuch indian. I wasn't allowed to go out with friends. I was allowed to get education for good marriage proposal..nt for carrier I had to go to college there nrlt big college..after marriage she tried to control my life bt I didn't allow.. yes she was abuse for 23 yrs thn I got married. My husband is amazing person in every way.

Its being 12 yrs of marriage still I hate my mom. I can't stand her. She tries to control my brother's married life also..

Why I can't stop hating her.she makes me sick to death.