Why has my girlfriend denied for so long liking older men?
So I have been talking to my current girlfriend since 2010.. I currently have been with her for last six months officially. She is very attractive women and from what people have said in front of us or just to her.. That we make a cute couple and we are very attractive couple. My girlfriend at the time was just my friend but noticed throughout time that she likes attention of
Older men who may be established in there life by what I can tell.. " business man look I would say". She has always had an eye for Older men but Ive noticed throughout time when she didn't know how much of an observer I am. It came to a point where she wanted to be with me before the six months to prove to me that she was all the way honest with me and she would do anything to prove her trust to me. I have a big trust problem and because of all the woman I have been with.. From younger to older.. To single to in relationship to married. So she has once gave me her cell phone account to look on to show for that she is all about me.. She has givin her number out While she desperately waited to be with me but I have investigated and had called a lot of those numbers to figure out who these numbers were.. Some where people her age but some were older by when I have talked to them to find out things.. Little crazy I would say but this trust issue and knowin how women do things has messed me up in the head. Some these numbers were actually older men with a family and wife and tried denying they knew my gf but obviously had there number in her phone bill at a certain time that has been called if it was only for a day or a week or a month..whatever the case was.. Some of these men admitted to having there number under there name for long time so it was not that the number might of been changed or the phone number was someone else before, So I recently told my gf this and have asked her before but she always has denied it.. Gave her the facts and it took her so much to tell me the truth about having thing for older men regardless if married or not. I told her she was damaging me by not telling me the truth and have been dening it for so long.. I wanted get that out there to her because she tells me that she is 100 to 110% honest and open with me at all times like I am with her.. before we got together she got my first and last name tattoo on her, on the side of her ribs but this weekend I'm going get her name on the inside Of my bicep..I mentioned that to her and she knew already buti wanted her to be honest and I'm not sure why she wanted to deny this. It makes me feel what else has she lied and denied to me?!?! She is 25 and I am 26 years old.. I love her because she has show me so much and clockwise when it comes to her. She has waited to be with me because I dIdnt want to rush it but she has told me that we were meant for each other from the beggining but I never took it into consideration. Till maybe seven months ago. I guess I might sound paranoid but I just want my relationship to be so perfect and not unperfect for the fact of all the woman I Been with And have been in relationship and have cheated on there partrner or husband with me.