Why do people hate me?!

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ok here goes, well one day P.E had just finished and all of us girls was standing outside and no-one came over to talk to me, and I am not the kind to walk over to someone if I feel lonely and I don't to feel like I am a follower of someone else, but they was just staring at me and didn't come over to talk to me! Now I am depressed again and I feel like I am the freak from my whole year, I only have one friend but she lives miles away and I haven't seen her in a year. Why is it that people hate me! I feel so alone with no-one to talk to!

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  • Freedom_
    8 years ago

    One time in P.E. I took a sleeping pill that my bf at the time gave me and sat against the wall. He admitted to taking them at school everyday. I only felt funny for a second. My eyes lost focus and my head drooped slightly. I looked up, alert, and snapped out of it. It was a alright feeling for that second, but otherwise pretty pointless. "What a lame drug to get hooked on," I thought, but the dude was also taking prenatal vitamins to make his hair and nails grow.

    Most days I sat alone and other days I sat with the handful of goths. The girl in the group came to school drunk once- her mom drank with her at the bus stop. I wish I had made more of an effort to talk with her, but most days I just sat by them and said nothing, just listened to their conversations. They were accepting, though, and didn't seem bothered by my presence.

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    • Greasy_Spics
      8 years ago

      A rambling story that goes absolutely nowhere.

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      • Freedom_
        8 years ago

        Admit it, you enjoyed the read.

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        • RoseIsabella
          8 years ago

          I rather enjoyed it, actually. Maybe you're just shy? Sometimes people think shy folks are snobby or weird. I tend to think a lot people are lame, especially trendy mainstream types. These Goth kids sound pretty cool. I was like that myself back in the 1980's.

          I was recently accused of being a Hipster, but I've hip long before they started calling it ironic and Hipster. Meh, cats and dogs are cooler than most people.

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          • Freedom_
            8 years ago

            Thanks.

            I am quite shy, indeed, but I'm older now and much better at talking to folks. And I'm still more drawn to the misfits, although I make an effort to like everyone because I believe pretty much everyone I encounter has something special to offer. Even if it becomes a negative experience, I still try to learn something from/about them.

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            • Justnerdyme
              8 years ago

              Why do you choose to talk to people? They will only let you down. At least that's how I have come to perceive others. You could say I have been through the same things as you (especially in P.E). Every day when I was in education, I tried to do something to get out of my shell. I remember those P.E lessons with those popular girls...

              When I scored a goal in hockey. I went to score again they pushed me into the metal goal post and I hit my head of it and got a massive bruise. The teacher saw, but they claimed it was an accident.

              When we played rounders. Everyone hated me when I got a rounder, since I am left handed which caused confusion. I had to field one round and to get back at me they hit the rounders ball directly towards me when I wasn't looking. It hit me in the stomach.

              When I was force to play tennis because of my athletic capabilities. My opponent was one of those popular girls. Her friend called my name and I looked away whilst my opponent swung the ball at me. It hit me in the face.

              When I was tapped in to fill in for a basketball player and they spat in my drink thinking I couldn't see them do it. And when one of the opponents pulled some of my hair out.

              I drew the line when it was the yearly sports school events and we had to run for our house teams. The popular girl who was running next to me tag teamed with her friend who was on the other side of me. The claxon struck and they both tripped me up. I got up. A teacher came over and asked if I was okay. I said yes and sped off. I came first out of 8, but I feel like I made a big mistake in doing so, since they just kept bullying me. Without any camera's and the fact that I m generally invisible to others no-one saw me getting tripped up, just me falling to the floor. It was so embarrassing -_-

              Just a few of many examples. The same as you I am quite shy. The difference is you have adapted. How did you get the courage to talk to others?

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            • RoseIsabella
              8 years ago

              Right on, sugar!

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  • Redcoats
    8 years ago

    Hi! My name is Redcoats. Don't worry about them. High school can suck and I know it. I was never the popular kid at school. But you'll fit in, just wait and see (:

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  • Smokey1D
    8 years ago

    Well I'd just not look at them and try to hang out with someone else. They don't sound very friendly. I don't like unfriendly people and try to avoid them. They suck reAlly. I think they're insecure and hang around in a group to try to appear tough. They're not. They' just don't have the smarts to enjoy a whole lot of different people. They can only relate to their own kind. Boring really. That's why they hAve to drink and take drugs. To try to prove something. God knows what?! How many dumb-asses does it take to get along?

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  • wistfulmaiden
    8 years ago

    A lot of people are catty and mean but then there's a few who are worthwhile. Try to focus on those who respect you the older you get the less it will matter these silly little kinds of people:)

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  • FJK_frm_AK25
    8 years ago

    Ur probly jus so pretty the other girls are being jelly bellys

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    • HiPhobia
      8 years ago

      aha yeah or it can be the fact that I don't lather my face with tons of make-up like they and I don't flirt with boys all the time like they do and pretend to be someone that I am not :)

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      • FJK_frm_AK25
        8 years ago

        C that's it!! They're jelly of the fact that ur pretty without makeup n love the way u r without adding anything;)

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        • HiPhobia
          8 years ago

          Thanks, its all about the makeup and flirting with guyfor girls my age I hate that!

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  • jethro
    8 years ago

    Well I hope you understand that relationships, of any kind, requires interaction on both sides. Sometimes all it takes is to just say "hi". But if you keep your distance and stare, people will think you don't want to talk. "A closed mouth never gets fed." How about you making the first move.

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  • whydad
    7 years ago

    Cause they should sexy (:

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  • cocknballs
    8 years ago

    I think someone on here would like to talk to you. He's running out of pictures to put on his profile.

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  • Beep_Beep
    8 years ago

    Hi. My name is Beep_beep. Can you say "Hi" and tell me your name? It might help to break the tension.

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