Why do i think having sex with strangers/prostitutes is sexy?
So....its kind of strange, but I have this awful addiction to getting massages from women(massage parlours, therapists, etc)....and i'm not just talking about therapeutic, each time i'm just thinking about being naked in front of a stranger and even better if she gets me off. I've had legit therapists that I have hooked up with before from this. Maybe I just like the idea that i might hook up with a stranger?
I am actually a very attractive 24 year old man and that is a fact. I have no problem getting women, however its almost like i would rather pay some w**** to massage me with a happy ending than call over one of these women. I have WASTED plenty of money on this hobby. I figure i must be some kind of pervert for having this intrigue me so much. I also love to have sex with strangers. I have never had a serious relationship, just sex with many different women...Intimacy issues??? Anyone share any similar problems or have anything to say on the matter?