Why do i hate myself?? iin?

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i cant ever do anything right. it dosnt matter what i do its never enough. i never seem to be smart enough or pretty enough or thin enough. i look in the mirror and just pick myself appart i hate every single thing about myself my nose, my hair, my eyes, my body,my face, everything. people tell me im "pretty" but i know there lying. and even as i sit her typing this i know everyone is gonna say im bieng over dramatic and a crybaby. and i wonder why my mom cant just ever hold me and tell me its gonna be okay? thats all ive ever wanted, thats all i need maybe then i wont cut myself or make myself throwup. ijust feel so broken and damaged like no matter what i do ill never be normal or happy. i just feel like a freak,and alone. when im ina room full of people i feel like im by myself. i dont know if i can take much more of this, its all too much. ihave windows where i think im happy and im okay but they doont last long and then i start all over again

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  • Mel_287
    13 years ago

    You have body dimorphic disorder. If you don't want to see a therapist, you can try self help. You can't compare yourself to others, that only leads to vacuous self-paradoxes and potentially really hurting yourself. An overwhelming majority of people who try to end it and fail are all extremely happy that they didn't. You need to help yourself, I know it seems hopeless and disgusting out there,as much as it does in here but don't lose hope. There's nothing else after this existence, face it embrace it and try and keep going. What are you really good at? What kind of things make you happy, as fleeting as they may seem now? This is what you need to focus on.

    You just need to know yourself a little better, stop oscillating and a tone, find an outlet. I like to make things, what do you like?

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    • Mel_287
      13 years ago

      add succeed after that didn't. lol, my bad.

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    U shud see sumone

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  • Savmagic
    13 years ago

    Don't hurt yourself see a therapist it would really really help you

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    I wish I had advice..but I'm srry , things will get better :/

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  • xino00
    13 years ago

    damn man!

    it just seems you are not loved enough. That is the problem why you beat yourself up.

    I would suggest you make some friends or build connections and relations.

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