Why do i hate myself?

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I realize when I have friends over I feel disgust about myself. I'm not sure why, I don't think about them sexually so it's not guilt, I'm not mean to them (I'm actually very quiet), and I don't leave them around my parents awkwardly XD
I think of having a. Girlfriend a lot but then I think about my family and dating just seems so disgusting when I think about how I have parents and siblings... I don't know why.
I just feel disgusted with myself when I'm around my family. They don't do anything, they aren't assaulting me or anything. I just feel gross. It makes me want to die but I know for sure I am NOT going to kill myself because "I felt gross" like who tf would? That's stupid.

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  • _blueaura
    6 years ago

    try to improve yourself by learning something new or maybe going to the gym and build your body all these things can pretty much help bring back your confidence in yourself by just working on yourself.
    try to be the best version of you

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  • bubsy
    6 years ago

    When you hate yourself or are disgusted with yourself, you project that out onto those around you. The problem isn't with them, but with you. You need to work it out.

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  • RoseIsabella
    6 years ago

    You need to get some help, dear heart.

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