Why do i hate my family?

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I hate my family and I don't know why. Everything they do is annoying to me and I don't want them anywhere near me. They could be having fun and singing in the other room and I just want to yell at them because its making me angry. My sister will often times yell out how she feels like "I'm really mad" or "This is upsetting me" and I just want to scream that I dont care/no one cares. I don't know why I'm like this because my friends could do the same thing and I don't hate them.

I do find my family embarrassing in public but I mean who doesn't. Besides when I mostly do begin to become angry with them its just us in the house. What's really weird is its only my mom and sister. My brother I'm totally fine with he's cool and my dad died in 2012 before I started having these feelings. Somethings have changed after 2012 and yes I have noticed some changes with me like my development of depression and anxiety because I was a daddy's girl; if there was anyone I could relate to it was my dad.

Honestly I've questioned a lot of stuff. "Is it because they're girly and I'm a tomboy?" Most of my friends are girly than them so why would it matter, "Is it because of my depression?" No because usually I feel alone and want a hug so why would I push that away, "Is it because I'm afraid of loving them and then loading them?" No like I said I love my brother and to be honest he has the highest chance of dying so why would I stay around him if I didn't want to have someone else that I love be taken from me? I just don't get it. I'm trying to figure out if I'm just going through a phase but I don't know.

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  • mikhaildb
    7 years ago

    Sounds like you're a teenager, about age 13-16. If that's the case, this is normal.

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  • lumosnoxrepeat
    7 years ago

    its totally normal, i assume its because you lost your dad. you might see your dad in your brother and thats why you get along with him better. you might not have bonded with your mom and sister as much before your dad died because you seemed to like him better so it could be the lack of banding that happened before your dad died. also irritability is a normal symptom of dpression so that could be adding to it.

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  • LittleLeafff
    7 years ago

    Probably because you're around them so much. It gets tiring being around the same people forever who you don't really have a choice to be around. Well, that applies to me.

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  • agoodlovejoy
    7 years ago

    Be glad you are relaxing in a home with no bills t pay. 2012 was the beginning of a new beginning in my life also. Feels like the end. My husband raped my 14 year old daughter. She never told me. Turns out she was 3 months pregnate. We had an emergency termination of the pregnacy she was suicidal. I lost the kids for a while, lost my job, had to get couseling, moved to a dangerous neighborhood, had a worse boyfriend. I get misunderstood now. I am not the same person. Im not even beautiful anymore. All the worste men approach me. Never a man of God. In saying this ....please find a way to love your mom. She gave birth to u and your siblings she is hurting more than you for the loss of your daddy. She sings and smiles as a distraction. You can cause her to emotionally fall apart. Go to her now tell her you love her. She gonna cry like a baby

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  • mysistersshadow
    7 years ago

    Move out?

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