Why do i continue this behaviour?

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I have a bad drinking problem.Since I was 17 I have been blacking out drunk most times I go out drinking,It started at 17 when I had a fight with my mother I just wanted to get drunk and forget everything.Then I did it again when I turned 18 and lost my virginity thankfully I Knew the guy for years prior to that.But now im in third year at college and Iv done it so much in the past ,Iv done thing I am so ashamed of and I cannot understand why im doing it.In great when im sober im fun,happy,intelligent and full of life its just when I start to drink I cant stop , i cant say no i have to reach that line without caring about the future possibilities,Its really affected my self esteem and led me to have encounters with males that I deeply regret.I am fed up of this life.life. Im two days away from finding out if i get accepted to the masters of my dreams and because of my habit I dont feel like I deserve it.Its affecting my future and my self belief,I feel like a disaster

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  • Ellenna
    8 years ago

    The "bad drinking problem" you have is the disease called alcoholism and it will ruin your life if you don't do something about it. Either get yourself to Alcoholics Anonymous or to a doctor for professional help

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  • [Old Memory]
    8 years ago

    You are an alcoholic. When you are sick and tired of being sick and tired, you will get sober (if you live that long).

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  • RoseIsabella
    8 years ago

    You're an alcoholic.

    http://www.aa.org/

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  • thedog
    8 years ago

    It took my dad until his late forties for his alcoholism to become a serious, life-obstructing issue. You're not so lucky, despite your young age, it sounds like your alcoholism is already pretty bad. If you're a female (they can't handle alcohol as well, it kills them much faster) drinking like this, and at such a young age, you'll need to take action if you want to live beyond middle aged.
    Take care of your body and it will take care of you.

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