Why am i so scared that i'll die alone?

I don't know why, but I'm scared that I'm going to die alone. I'm not talking about dying without being in a relationship, but I'm scared no one will be there when I die. I live my life in constant fear. I always have to be with someone at all times. If I have to go to the bathroom, I'll ask a girlfriend to go with me. If I am changing clothes, I will do it in front of whoevers is home at the time. At sleep overs, if i take a shower, i have someone sit on the toilet beside the shower and talk to me the entire time. I hate being alone because I feel like if no one is there, I can die at any moment and no one will notice. I know this is not normal, but i want to know if anyone else feels this way.....

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  • Lacrimosa_Insanity

    honey, i have had a friend with similar fears, though not quite as intense...
    She went nowhere without a friend. we were her crutch, and she was a shy girl, so she didnt make many friends. Tending to her needs took up so much of our time that soon the number of friends she once had dwindled to a mere 3 or 4. But she got over it (except she is still too shy to go into public alone), because you see, Life must go on, and it WILL.. regardless of whether you are in it or not. My advice is to slowly wean yourself off of this need for people... i know you already realize these things but you need to really drill them into your head, because you cant always have somebody by your side. And besides :P if you do die, somebody will find you..and u dont have to worry about nobody caring, cos your death affects each one of your friends, family, co-workers and even pets lives. Nothing ever goes unnoticed.

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  • MrsEdGein

    I'm going die without being in a relationship by the looks of it. I'm not looking forward to it I tell you.

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  • Ryuk5127

    You suffer from the oldest fear. The fear of facing the cold and dark alone

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  • robotdude

    reconnect with your family. you and your family obviously do not get along well enough, which is why you feel this way.

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