Why am i so hot for black females?
I am a white male in his mid fifties. I got divorced a year ago after twenty-five years of marriage. For some reason I've gotten this burning desire to have sex with black females. I tried dating one once but that didn't pan out because she told me it was nothing personal but no way would she ever have sex with a white man. Ouch. So now I've come to frequenting black hookers who appear to be healthy and well-groomed. Also black strippers who are looking for the Sugar Daddy type. I've learned to play that role well. I buy them drugs, clothes, jewelry etc. They give me plenty of sex and PRETEND that they love me. Yes, I'm happy with that. Is all this normal? To settle for this I mean.