Why am i gay/bisexual

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I've been sexually played with at a very younger age be my two elder cousins when we were say 5 years old if i remember right,

this was my very first sexual spark that led to this change in my sexuality preference.

Growing up we used to have sex on regular basis whenever we had a chance right until we stopped and i had another fuck buddy to do it with, right until i was 25 and i stopped thinking this is all wrong and i had to stop.

Now I'm 32 and still have urges that need to be fulfilled but i don't act upon them. BTW i like women also and I've been with a few but i had gay sex more. now in the absence of women it's just easier to think about gay sex.

why am i like that?
will it ever stop?
what should i do?
am i a victim?

all those thoughts and struggles keeps pooping in my head!

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  • jrbsportz
    2 years ago

    First it's not your fault, those cousins should have gotten their asses whip or some type of juvenile punishment for taken your childhood in that manner!!!! Second why do we worry and put labels on people just they like to have sex even if same gender? Sex is sex so enjoy it who ever your with just saying!!!

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    • 1WeirdGuy
      2 years ago

      Bro u gotta bring back the hard rock guy

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      • jrbsportz
        2 years ago

        Been kind mellowed lately

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  • SkullsNRoses
    2 years ago

    That does sound like sexual abuse, “playing doctor” with same age friends as a child is reasonably normal but your older cousins coercing you to have sex with them was not.

    There is no evidence that homosexuality can be induced by same-sex sexual abuse but it certainly must be incredibly confusing being a queer man whose first same-sex experiences were incestous and non-consensual.

    I strongly recommend talking to a therapist about this as you have a lot to unpack. I wish you good luck.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      2 years ago

      thank you for your nice words, i just can't bring it up to a therapist

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    • allialli
      2 years ago

      couldnt have said it better myself

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  • Elroy7141
    2 years ago

    Ok firstly, relax......your sexuality sounds like your heteoflexible. This means “mostly straight” so basically you like and fancy and prefer women but occasionally get the urge to be with a man sexually.

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