Where did my anger go?
As a kid I used to have big anger issues:
- Smashed and broke a friend's baseball bat because the umpire unrightfully gave me out
- Smacked an older sister with a belt in the heat of a moment
- Tore up a record-book during a game that I created and tallied for many months because a friend kept over-hitting the baseballs and losing them in the process
- Kicked the shit out of a dude when I found my little brother was crying cause he got punched in the chest
- Left the dinner table once because a sibling placed her chicken wing bone near me.
- Walked out of the family car because of an argument and walked all the way home
- Lots more examples
I am now 25 and rarely ever get angry. And have mostly have calm reactions to things that displease me.
What happened? Shouldnt a guy like me have huge anger issues that would have evolved since a kid? Or is that anger hidden and going to resurface someday?