When i was little i was scared of people dying

When I was a kid, I thought about what would happen if a part of my family or someone I knew died. I got scared that if I thought about it too much, they would die because of me. I started making myself do the sort of things an OCD person does in order to keep my family from dying. They were completely pointless and unrelated tasks.

I know it isnt exactly normal to be like that, but I am curious as to whether anyone else felt scared/guilty like that as a child, or knows a child that does? I had a great life growing up so I know it does not stem from any sort of abuse.

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  • Enkeli

    I was scared of grass, I was scared of night times I was scared of everything but I didnt think people could die.

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  • msahaji

    everyones going to die. its a harsh reality but its the truth. its unpreventable and theres nothing you can do to change that. humans are mortal creatures. acknowledge that and get over it.

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    • I do not worry about people dying. That was when I was 9 or 10. :) Could be because children tend to be very reliable on others, I guess.

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      • Oops, I meant reliant.

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  • I always think of my gma dying. Idk y. I luv her so much! It slats me to think of her dying!!!

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  • lewlew80

    When I was a kid I was scared of everything :)

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  • Yes same!

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  • I felt like that too, and would end up crying:

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