When i feel hopeless, i feel reckless/want to do something bad

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I'm usually sensible and 'good', but there are moments when I feel like the future is so bleak that my personality turns around and I want to be reckless. I want to be a good person but I fail. Then I want some kind of thing to concentrate on and for some reason being 'bad' gets appealing - doing what I know I shouldn't because everybody is pissing me off and keeping a secret/shocking them is the ultimate way of trying not to care anymore. Is this normal? I'm thinking drugs/stealing (not from singular people, I still don't want to seriously hurt people).

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  • TheMightyOz
    9 years ago

    I feel hopeless because my cock is permanently limp. When I think of people happily fucking , I want to burn down the city. Problem is that doing something bad doesn't help me. I just have to accept my pathetic condition.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      1 year ago

      Still the case?

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  • thegypsysailor
    9 years ago

    You sound like a little child who, when he/she can't get attention for being good, will be bad to get attention. Any kind of attention is better than no attention at all, right?

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      9 years ago

      It's not attention I want, because I wouldn't want to be found out. It's probably issues with myself.

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  • RoseIsabella
    9 years ago

    Honestly, I can get rather dissociative and antisocial from time to time so at this moment I feel for some reason that I can understand your motivation.

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