What should i do? should i not worry about it

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I've been feeling horrible lately. I've had been feeling suicidal, Guilty and sick to my stomach. We'll when I was younger around 12 me and my sister have done nasty disturbing things and she was like 10 at the time. We would kiss and touch each other I don't think we had sexual inner course and I hope we didn't I try to to think about but we didn't know how wrong it was at the time. Our parents were never around and never taught us about not doing these things. It kills me inside cuz I feel that I'm sick or something. And I'm not like that. I know that's wrong now and everything but it's just hard living with that and trying to move on. She said I did t hurt her or anything we were young and we didn't know any better. What should I do ?

Am I sick? 2
Should I not worry about it? 25
Am I a bad person? 0
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  • [Old Memory]
    9 years ago

    I wouldn't worry about it. It sounds like you didn't know what you were doing and wont do stuff like that again.

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  • Sneakygnome23
    9 years ago

    Hey bro, i was at one point in same boat as you. I done the same, felt the same. I have learned to accept it; my first reason would be that at my age i lacked reasons, second, I cannot blame myself for what I had done while I was not me. I am now an adult and obviously would not do what I had done at age of 10, so why the guilt. Life is not perfect and ideal, everyone has a baggage they carry, some weird, some not. Don't judge yourself, you are perfectly normal. Feel free to message me bro, to get some contact info if you want.

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