What should i do?
This summer I fell in love with a girl I've met at work. She was the perfect girl for me, and we used to be good friends. The problem was that her feelings towards me were not the same (I think) but I didn't care much about it since we were good friends. My best Buddie who knew what I felt, while joking with her told her that I liked her a lot. She told him that she was a lesb**n but since I was sure she wasn't I felt like she was rejecting me. After she claimed she was only joking but as I was too hurt and too shy I didn't talk to her. Now its been two months and she started avoiding me with all her heart. The problem is that I'm still in love with her. Now, I can't focus on anything, at school I'm always thinking about her and I really don't know whats happening in the lessons, I don't do my homework anymore and I can't sleep properly.
Last week, I've got her mobile number from her friend, and sent her an sms with the hope of make friends again but all I've said was total sh*t. She received the sms at 11:30pm since I've got some problems with sms's with different networks. She didn't reply to my sms. Today I saw her again and my heart was telling me to go to talk with her but I was too shy and afraid of what her reaction might be so I avoided her.
Now I'm in a conflict between my mind and my heart and I really don't know what I should do: Should I forget her? Should I go talk to her and with what face after avoiding her for 2 months!!! Is this normal or I'm the weirdest person in the world??