What's an insecurity that you have?

Outwardly I live a normal successful socially respectable life. But inwardly I have an unusual and extremely rare fetish. I try to convince myself that it's normal, and sometimes I succeed. But then the inward mask slips, and I feel like a freak, and it's off to the races again.

Um, well, my house doesn't have an alarm system if that's what you mean.

Im insecure about many many things ,feeling inadequate is a big one for me .You think wow im great i have a bachelors degree then BOOM someone comes along with a masters and a phd .I guess it varies too, each person wants what they want.I mean yeah sure I cant drive either and im 20 but hey Il do that in my own time.Just do what you like and sure other people will mnake you jealous but im sure they lack in other areas.

I feel like I'm not cultured enough, I don't have enough knowledge of certain subjects and I haven't read enough literature. I feel so uncomfortable when people start talking about things I'm unlearned on or make references I don't get.

Being emotional. I know it sounds silly, but a guy shouldn't be all touchy-feely. For the people I love, I can lay down my life and losing someone I love is just the worst thing that could happen. I worry about my parents, or about my girlfriend. Everything is good. But sometimes I just sit there and think what if my mum dies for example. I would take this sort of thing very badly.
Or if something good happens, I can get tears of joy in my eyes. A simple birthday card from my girlfriend, or from my parents can bring a tear to my eye. I don't show it, but it's there.

I'm insecure and have a low self esteem. I feel fundamentally flawed and unworthy on a very deep personal level.

"Dogs never bite me, just humans."
--Marilyn Monroe

My inability to openly engage or initiate conversations with women. We all judge one another on looks (human nature, eyesight is the dominant sense) because of my looks it's assumed I have a certain personality type. When my personality doesn't match up to my looks...well I hit that wall every single time.

I just started assuming every woman would hate me anyway, so find another part of life to enjoy.

I'm insecure about being a stereotypical dork. No "geek chic" here, I'm talking about being fat, having acne, wearing glasses (because I actually need them) watching anime, reading slash fiction, living with my parents, still being a virgin (and wanting nothing to do with real/3D men/women), and having weird fetishes. It sounds like I'm trolling/exaggerating but I swear to you that I'm not.

I have fallen out of shape since my injuries and time out of the gym . I don't feel the same when I don't look the same or look how I prefer to .

I'm about to be 24 and I don't know how to drive.

I've become so watered down that I'm afraid I'll lose the people I care about. Also, after trying on some swimsuits, my "hooray! I lost weight" bubble was popped once again when I noticed that my butt requires some sort of cosmetic procedure to fix(my breasts as well but I mentioned that on here a few times) and since I don't have the funds for that, it looks like I'm wearing long board shorts to the beach again instead of a bikini bottom. I'd honestly be too embarrassed to show anyone my breasts and butt at this point. Squats and bench presses don't do shit.

I can't wear shorts in public cuz people will see my slightly bent bowlegs

Other than what I have mentioned above and I have poor motor skills and it affects certain aspects of my life.

21 and a virgin

Sex, and everything related makes me really uncomfortable. Not on the internet though, only Irl, so I'm safe here ^-^

My big insecurity is Im just too fucking awesome. I do everything better then anyone else ever fucking could and it hurts my feelings that everyone else is so damn lame.