What is wrong with me? am i mad?

I think you should go see a doctor or something.

Wow... I guess I'm not the only one. When I get stoned it manifestis itself better and I laugh it as it seems to describe everything I see in complete detail.

Go see a doctor or psychiatrist. Those are symptoms of many mental illnesses - schizophrenia for example.

You have been touched, the aliens are watching, learning, and at times controlling. The cloaking devices have some glitches that is why you see these things in the corner of your eye. You need not fear the change.

Batshit crazy

You sound like the type of person who will pull a knife on someone randomly, no offense

make friends, be social. go out to the market, start talking to the billing person or some other shopper, just go out and talk to real people.

or better still, join some support group in your locality, with people having these kind of disorders

i used to think i was mature too. but you know what buddy, its all in the mind. and when its in the mind, you can't be sure, because you are the contestant and you are the judge of every fuckin scheme that comes up

i can say safely you're normal. just stop thinking about those thoughts and involve your mind in something hobby, or anything productive, or just movies or books or magazines etc

Same for me T_T

i am like this, when i heard voices i was about to go crazy and it was also my birthday. My family said they didn't hear no sound of a woman singing and a piano playin. I thought it was my imagination but it wasn't , when i heard stuff they couldn't . sometimes they could but not all times :O

It is often said that the trouble of all of the world's knowledge is knowing you could do nothing about any of it. You have an over active mind. There is nothing in your peripheral vision, you need to get more sleep. You need a correct sleep cycle. Over active minds, brew wild dreams, I know you suffer from insomnia. The numbers of sleep you get will help to determine how long you can feel good. Get a job, or go to school, do what you do to become a better person. This is your goal, you are mortal, you do not know everything there is to know, no matter how old you are. You have a long road ahead of you, we both know suicide is not the option you want. It is merely the escape route you see. It is logical, "I am tired of life, hence I will kill myself". Only take this option if you are NOT as smart as you say you are. If you ARE as smart as you think you are. You will know the agony and pain left behind. Remember those left behind to suffer your loss will be devastated. What of their hopes and dreams, what of their happiness? Intelligence is a burden you must suffer in order for the world to work. Focus your intelligence upon something, that you can fix, when you read this, look for something to be fixed, learn of problems of others you can tend to. When you use your intelligence to help another, inside you will know why it was given to you.

Lol, is this work related?

You sound crazy

To unclemich (50613)
I am Wiccan, so I have been constantly told that I will soon be possessed by demons. No offence, but I don't believe that is the reason.

Thanks everyone for your help, (apart from the mansturbation thing).

It sounds like depression of some sort, it would be a good thing to go and see a doctor.

I feel exactly the same way...

I had a counsellor once, but it just wasn't doing anything for me.

everyone at somepoint thinks about commiting suicide and by thinking your insane automaticly means your not iv looked this up before insane or "mad" people dont actualy think or ask they if they are infact insane so your safe and the detatched and alone thing its normal in this day and age about 40% of the worlds people do it its no biggy

hay i have it worse. i have all that stuff, stress like you would not belive , and a fauther that is close to beating me every day. (i have actually learned how to tie the hangmans knot)

For sure those are demons disturbing you you had better find some one to pray with before it is tool ate good luck