What is wrong with me?
I'm not good with people, I'm shy, quiet and get embarrassed easy. I don't have many friends and never went out much, over the years I've pushed myself and it's got easier but I still get nervous around a lot of people.
A couple of new friends have invited me to a pub at the weekend for a few drinks of course I want to go and get out, but I don't know the others who are going I've no idea how to make small talk or talk to people I don't know.
I'll be quiet and get embarrassed I find it hard to join in convo unless asked and then when they start talking about rude stuff it gets awkward. They all have boyfriends or partners and I've never had a boyfriend at 23! And what about all the people in the pub looking at me. Just so overwhelming.