What is the point if i still haven't changed?

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I am not in the same place I was a year ago, but in some aspects you wouldn't know it by my behavior and habits. These last few months have been increasing in optimism, self confidence, love, humor, acceptance, bliss, sociability, spirituality...
A year ago I was feeling the opposites of all of those. I had created and was living in my own hell.
But this outlook comes with a change in behavior as well doesn't it? What is the point of spreading and feeling the love if, when all is said and done, I'm still only just sitting here at my damn computer doing nothing??
"Just do it"--it is so technically obvious and yet still no change. There is still a cog missing in all of this isn't there?
Can anyone else relate or have an insight? I actually don't think this is incredibly common.

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  • kittylitter101
    11 years ago

    Behavior is expression of who you are. You don't change who you are.

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  • Anonymous Post Author
    13 years ago

    Thank you. Being hard on myself is probably the LAST thing I should do. I'm such a perfectionist in that regard--do it perfectly or don't do it at all. Ugh lol.

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  • DannyKanes
    13 years ago

    ^ Agreed with echoes

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  • Echoes
    13 years ago

    Dude, you're about to drag yourself back to where you were year ago. You've started to recreate the hell you once created for yourself. Don't do that.

    And no, you're not sitting on your computer doing nothing, you're talking to everyone on this site, isn't that something?? It takes time to even get used to feeling good, to feeling accepted and to feeling happy. Trust me, your attitude will slowly improve, enjoy what you have achieved in the past few months and dream big and act bigger.

    Don't go back to the hell. Move forward not backward.

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