What is smoking weed like?
I am ...naturally anxious, slightly paranoid (feel an awareness when I hear helicopters but I *know* they aren't really following me, people do stare at me and talk about me...I get chatted up a lot and have been 'recognised' on the street too because of modelling). I am also very imaginative, very creative, have slippery grip on reality, can lucid dream, dreams feel real, reality feels like a dream...
I have an emotional and anxiety disorder (naturally or maybe from childhood abuse, I don't know). Has anyone with similar personality traits ever taken weed? What were the results? I have never tried it and only tried smoking recently (i am an adult) because of worry and anxiety, I was never exactly a care free teenager, I was always super sensible due to worrying about everything. I assume if I took weed I would have major hallucinations and paranoia? But if you know you're feeling that way because of weed surely you'd know you're not really being followed by helicopters/stalked/bitched about etc.
I am also extremely sensitive, maybe hypersensitive. I have a few weird thoughts sometimes...am I god, am I in a coma, am I dead...But no one would know that to meet me.