What does it mean to have daydreams about tragic events
I have this reoccurring daydream of something tragic happening such as my parents dying or one of my kids dying. The torment is awful and I start crying in the car or public or even in the house and have to hide from the kids and my wife. I live in constant fear I will lose my job and subsequently feel isolated, trapped and ashamed. This is an unsustainable way to live and very uncommon for a man in his mid 40s. I know I am in God's hands but I don't feel the belief or faith I need. Does anyone else experience this? Your feedback is very much appreciated.