What does it mean to have daydreams about tragic events

I have this reoccurring daydream of something tragic happening such as my parents dying or one of my kids dying. The torment is awful and I start crying in the car or public or even in the house and have to hide from the kids and my wife. I live in constant fear I will lose my job and subsequently feel isolated, trapped and ashamed. This is an unsustainable way to live and very uncommon for a man in his mid 40s. I know I am in God's hands but I don't feel the belief or faith I need. Does anyone else experience this? Your feedback is very much appreciated.

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  • Chupacabra

    Odd that it's a daydream. Mine always happen when I'm asleep (which is one reason as to why I'm awake right now). Don't take this the wrong way - I think you may want to see a counsellor about those daydreams. It could be really good for you, useful too for unlocking and understanding your subconscious. At least give it a try, you may find the daydreams happen less frequently (or disappear altogether) when you talk about it in depth with someone :c)

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