Wet dream mania.
Whenever I have a really super erotic wet dream I can never be happy until I come as close as I can to making it real. Sometimes it can take me two or three weeks to do it, but I get obsessed with it until I do. I am a twenty-two year old white male. About a week ago I had an unbelievable wet dream about this really hot black girl I thought I would go fucking crazy unless I found her in real life. I don't do hookers or strippers so that means I must go on a frantic search of every bar, restaurant, library, college campus, fast food joint in a twenty mile area. I found her, finally. Then it took me three days to get a date with her. Tonight is the big night. Is this shit normal? Going through all this to make a fantasy a reality? Sometimes I get laid and sometimes I don't. Especially with black or Asian girls. Am I nuts or what for having to do this?