Weird feelings, iin?
This past week strange things have been happening to me. I get these feelings that I don't understand and they come about at the strangest times. I was sitting on a bench outside waiting for my friend who was using the bathroom. It was around 9:30 pm and I glanced up at the sky. I caught the moon, which was in crescent form, and I felt a strong desire and need come about me. My friend came out and I asked if he wanted to get something to eat because I was suddenly hungry.
I visit my grandmother's home on the weekends. We were just finishing up dinner when her phone rang. She has one of those old rotary phones. The same feeling came over me as I watched it ring. I'm not sure how to explain it. :( It's like a strong need/craving but not exactly a sexual craving. Anyways I asked what was for dessert and she said, "Apple pie." My heart sank, but I have no idea why this was because I love love love apple pie and she bakes the best hands down. I was so angry with disappointment that I didn't even have a slice.
Another day I visited a friend at their home. We went out to the backyard and I noticed she had set up a new hammock. This feeling came over me again and I found myself excitedly walking over to lay down in it. I was so happy (you don't even know) I stayed in it all night despite my friend constantly asking if I wanted to go back inside.
I don't understand why I'm having these intense feelings. I can't connect them at all. Can anyone help me? What do I need to do to get rid of this? Please any advice