Weed: am i smoking entirely too much weed?
I'm 19 and i been smoking weed non-stop since i was 14 years old. If it hasn't been daily, its been at 4/7 days a week for 5-6 years. I get these thoughts that i should quit, but somehow manage to find myself puffing on marijuana smoke. Do i need a new hobby? Evidentally, i had hobbies: basketball (lost my athlecity), working (been jobless for 4 months) Computer techniques: Graphics & Instrumental-Producing,
but i haven't been keeping up with my hobbies like i SHOULD because of weed.
Physically, my body isn't where it was before i started. I graduated highschool smoking weed so heavily, so learning was still was of my strong states.
I get feedback from others that if i keep up smoking weed, i'll just be a bum & a burnout. When my high goes down, i feel like i'm wasting time, or the world is just passing by, and im not sh*t but lazy, etc. But when i dont have weed, i have a knick that says i need it. Weed evens me out with society; i'm more energetic with people. Infact, it seems like weed completes me. When i'm under the influence seems more soothing to me then when i'm sober, cuz when i'm sober i just feel stressed out 100%%.
Is it normal to got hru this? Am i TOO MUCH a pothead? Even when you can benefit your own habit? Do any of you feel ANY of what i feel?