Weard feelings

well lately i've felt the need to hug my mom more and more, i think it's because im turning 17 soon. when i was younger it was all about partys, boys and smoking, ahem... well luckly don't do it anymore but now i feel like i can't hug her like i use to. It's like i'm trying to hold on to my childhood, cuz when i am with her i'm 4, and i love it, it's an innocent time... This morning I told her, "mom, i'm turning 17 soon." and she answered, "that's great sweetheart" and i started to cry but she didn't see. I'm starting to think that... i dont know.. help... wanna know something else? at the same time i'm thinking about a husband, kids, house and shit. WHAT THE FUCK!!!

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  • DannyKanes

    Sorry, but I didn't understand a single word of what you just wrote

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  • cathy22

    your just moving to the next stage in life, but your mother will always be a part of it.

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  • howaminotmyself

    Little bird afraid to fly?

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  • needadvice

    Ignore the rude comments others have written.

    It's weird because I had these exact same feelings from age 17-19.
    I used to only wanna hang out with my friends, party, think about myself. Then one day I was sick and my mom was taking of of me like when I was a little girl, and I began crying because I missed being that innocent little girl. I began missing my parents whenever I went out with my friends, and basically realized I had the coolest/ most amazing parents in the world! I stopped hanging out with my friends who were encouraging me to grow up to fast for my liking, and started to spend all my time with my family., trying to make things go back to like it was when I was little. It's funny how once you grow up you miss the old things you used to do. I miss watching arthur in the morning, having my mom braid my hair, not having any worries other than homework haha. I think it's normal for people to miss their childhood and innocence. I know I have in the past. and as long as you keep showing your parents you love them, this feeling will pass, and you will be able to grow up and appreciate any age you are!! :) Hope this helps you a bit. I was actually shocked when I read this story, because it's exactly how I felt.. and no body seemed to understand!

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  • BoredGuy

    buy a dildo. whenever you feel down masturbate, brain will produce hormones to make you happy.

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  • gako

    Wtfffffffff? Your talking as if you are 26-35 .. You haven't even experienced life for itself. I don't know if you should even be drinking at your age let alone doing the "ahems.." acting like your older doesn't make you cool. So quit acting like an adult and act your age .. And does your parents even know abt all this? Sounds like your one regretful kid at a very younge age. Get some help

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  • alv1592

    it sounds like you grew up too fast and you miss your childhood. that's totally normal. and, you'll never outgrow your mom. i'm 18 and i spend a lot of time with my mom, and she gives me advice.

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  • Fatoosha

    Your 17 not 30 ......

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  • mr666

    hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

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  • 1Testing

    I think it's not normal that you spelled weird wrong.. It's not even the common mistake people usually make.. Weird with an 'a'. .

    But anyways, I do think it's normal to hold on to something that gives us that childhood joy back... Especially when we want to grow up so fast and later on the rode, want to be just a kid with no worries and happy.

    It seems like to me, that you grew up a little too fast and now your just trying to hold. It's normal.

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  • isPooping

    Weird* Feelings.

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  • hi_my_name_is:Sara

    please be nice...

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