Was this gay?

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So there is this youtuber I watch who plays videogames. He is not very famous, or confident, and most would consider him to be unnatractive.

Typically I will pause YouTube to watch porn and masturbate but this time I left it on.

It aroused me that I saw him as such a sexually obsolete object, I could get off fine with no distraction. Like he was an animal or a wall, and there was no sexual qualities attached to him.

So while the whole point is that I'm not attracted to him, I still was listening to, and the awareness of this man in my mind helped me get off.

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  • EnglishLad
    6 years ago

    Where I come from you're only gay if your cock goes up another man's ass or vice versa, so no.

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  • SkullsNRoses
    6 years ago

    It would be a big stretch to call this gay. If you were getting off to his voice/face/body I'd say yes but that doesn't sound like the case here.

    Maybe it was the feeling of not being safely alone and potentially being watched that excited you?

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      6 years ago

      No, it was the opposite. And technically I was getting off to his voice.

      It was the desexualization of him. That he was so not sexually desirable it was as if there was nobody there

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      • Neuria
        6 years ago

        Hmm makes sense, I bet the caveman version of you would have jerked off in front of him or something.

        In these times it's easy to be distracted by the internet, especially porn and YouTube. Try to take some time to get to know yourself and those in your environment.

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