Was my attitude normal? am i a cunt?
Earlier today, when entering a fast food restaurant, there was a beggar asking for someone to buy her a cheeseburger. Deciding it would be better for me to walk home, I gave her my bus fare--$3.50. A few minutes later, after having received my food and sitting down, the beggar decides to sit with me. She, for what ever reason felt obligated to share her life story with me. This irked me. I didn't want to talk to her. I wanted to spend my lunch thinking. I wanted to tell her to "shut the fuck up and leave," but I had no intention of being rude. I smiled and nodded and kept the conversation going until she had finished expressing her gratitude. In the end, the whole interaction lasted roughly 30 minutes then we went our seperate ways.
Something occurred to me. I didn't give her the money because I felt guilty or wanted to help or anything of that sort. It was a calculated decision. It made more sense for me to spend $3.50 feeding someone than spending the same amount to avoid walking for 40 minutes.
Anyway, was my attitude and reason for "helping" cunty?