Was is normal to love him after?
So when i was 13 and my sisters boyfriend was alot older lets say....? to old but under 25. He would give me little signs that would confuse me like smiling and winking. one night me and him made out it was not werid at all i liked it ALOT things progressed we ended up having sex one day when she was at work. she came home and we acted like everything was normal...well this continued for about a year and a half i really started to love him and i still do to this day everytime i see him see her or anything it breaks my heart is it right to feel like that when he was never mine i mean he was my sisters is it normal?