Wanting to breastfeed
I'm a teenager, and for the longest time I've had this confusing desire. When I was a child, I was breastfed until about almost 4. And although it's extremely embarrassing to admit, I find myself wanting to go back to those days. Laying my head down with a nipple in my mouth and getting lost in a boob. The happy cuddling feeling as you bury yourself deeper and deeper. That calming warmth that makes everything all right. I don't know it's just something that stuck with me while growing up.