Wanna have sex badly don't care about my rules
I decided not have sex until I find someone right but I can throw myself to the arms of the first attractive man or woman that I see. It's been months and I think I am just getting horny. But if I do it I might regret afterwards. Whether I'll keep starving myself until I find a proper boyfriend or say screw this and go with someone I just met to get it over with. I really wanna have sex so badly. Is this f**ked up?