Violence

I too have violent thoughts , because of what I have been through and what was done to me. Fuck up every one in sight

lots of things feel good. sneezing actually feels good. swabbing out your ear can feel good. some people find it gratifying to pick their nose. some people tug on their hair. why do you think people get all different kinds of masssages? some women and men like the way playing w/ their nipples feels. some people like their anal area feeling. defecating & urinating feel good in the same "relief" way that sneezing does. i remember reading a book about sex for older children and they were trying to describe the feeling of a man and woman coming together physically in terms of how it feels to sneeze. some people enjoy a good burp or a fart. no, you are not abnormal. you are fine. if you like it, do it, just don't punch out your ear drum in the process. i think the only difference between you and others is that you are conscious of this pleasing you, other people do things like scratching their balls in front of others mindlessly, but if they stopped to think about it--it feels good.

hey make sure you dont hurt people if you ever feel your going to snap talk to someone a pet or person whatever. or get it out in an activity.

i hav more dreams than i do stuff, i hav dreamed of chopping peoples heads off when they make me angry, and shooting them

Join the Marines and go Rifleman. Make it legal. You'll either kill and love it, or kill and get over it and grow up.

You have a lot of friends because of you charming and charasmatic ways, it is unlikely you are a psychopath, but you may still show characteristics of one, I would go to a psychologist just in case. Did you have a bad childhood?

Most likely hormonal imbalance.

You may have too much estrogen.
This is a female hormone, but excessive amounts in males causes certain types of "Rage".

Find something to balance this out.
Really physical work helps.

Caff

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Rage and anger are usually feelings that are used to mask other feelings. Getting in touch with what's really going on would be a good start. Everyone will have thoughts of violence from time to time it seems you are concerned about it though so I would suggest getting some professional help. Have constant feelings of anger and pent up aggression is a time bomb waiting to happen. Eventually something will have to happen, meaning you could have a major blow up and do something you don't want to or you can actually get physically ill. Check out cortisol and how the hormone can cause early death. Please get help.

It is a bit of a pet peeve of mine when people do that. Probably cause I'm obsessed with q tips so I don't see why people would use anything else when q tips clearly fit the purpose.

Just don't do it in front of a girl you like (:

It sounds like you have some issues that need resolving. If you have had a violent upbringing then it is normal that you do not have alternative coping strategies for dealing with your frustrations.

I would recommend that you take up some kind of hobby of sport to channel this energy into a more constructive way.
Avoid being bored. Boredom is a big trigger factor for anger. I know it is for me.

I have my coping strategies which include photography, other creative activities, and going out dancing. If I do not engage in these activities I can get very angry and frustrated and take it out on the wrong person.

Anger is a normal human emotion. You are human. You feel anger. However its how we manage this emotion which is important.

Someone mentioned medication; yes it can be helpful. However it is not the be-all-and-end-all. You need to look at alternative methods of dealing with it, as the medication will only take the edge off things - it will not help the underlying cause. But saying that at times it can make coping with the underlying cause a bit easier.

Yeah, you're normal. Having hatred like that bottled up inside isn't healthy though. But what sets you apart from the prison population is the fact that you haven't acted on your anger (well, have you??). We all have fantasies about beating people up and getting revange. Extreme excerise helps me control my thoughts. Also, being around people who aren't out to screw you over too helps. I have violent thoughts all the time about people who have hurt me, or just evil people in general, and I seem to force myself not to care anymore...kind of like turning off my emotions.

sounds like me i love being like this cause i will be the next person to be on the news i think you will have to join me when i doit

me too! we should do stuff together

sounds a little more intense than normal, see a psychiarist. Meds work wonders for rage.

ALSO TO ADD:

I have alot of violent fantasies about people i dont like, involving guns / knifes and i can easily build myself up into a rage, i also seem to enjoy violence towards people i dislike or have done something towards me.