Us humans are spoiled...life is not suppost to be like this. or is it?

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This could be really confusing so here we go. I am posting this because I swear NOBODY thinks like me and I wanted to try this out. K so I'm on some death thinking spree where I can't for the freaking life of me stop thinking about death. Now I am NOT suicidal. It is more so what happens after death. I do not wanna die, I will miss people, certain things...colors, tastes, touches...think of your favorite thing to do, well guess what you won't be doing it anymore. I used to be more calmer in the thought of death because I always said to myself well it can't just be black!! Can't just be nothing! It just can't be....but then I reminded myself of those who are blind and who do truly see black. I tried to imagine as if I was blind today I tried walking around to see if I would enjoy life and I wanted to die. It was horrible. People are actually blind to the earth. So that messed me up the ability to not see is real. So is there a possibility of nothing? They say we have a soul or energy and I was going with that but then I started thinking oaah great so I'm a light? Or some force? No more pizza? no more boyfriend:( no more family:( No more sun? beach? beers? NO MORE HUMAN NOTHING! I just float around? What if an atstroid hits the earth where do I go? In space? To float? Am I star? LIKE WHAT THE EFF GOES ON! Do I reincarnate into another human? Loose the love of my life and family and move on? And I'm just suppose to accept that? When you say I love you forever it's not really forever now is it.:( Is there really a god up in the sky with some kind of system and magic powers?Does my body detirate into the ground and I become dirt or does my body do that and have a soul and takes off somewhere? Somebody give me some feed back PLEASE. Is this freaking normal? People always say they can be with their loved ones but are you really with them? How can you talk? You have no vocal cords...how can you touch feel...hug:( The earth blows up...WHAT HAPPENS

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  • NeuroNeptunian
    12 years ago

    Sounds like you're going through an unstable bit. Don't worry so much, give yourself some time to think about it and don't panic.

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  • Austalien
    12 years ago

    I'd like to take you shrooming :)

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  • LIEWM
    12 years ago

    Death is the same as before you were born. Nothing. Unconciousness, if you will. Nothing to worry about because you cannot worry. Nothing to miss because you cannot miss.

    You get where I'm going with this.

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  • zchristian
    12 years ago

    If there is nothing after death you wont even notice since you would need a brain which you dont have if you are nothing...

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    My thoughts often drift off on a similar course. I enjoy reading near death experiences, taken with "a grain of salt" of course, but they seem to offer the closest insight to what some might consider an afterlife.

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  • SmushZeus
    12 years ago

    I intend to have a more better understanding of what I do not now, so I can stop basing my thoughts on such lack of knowledge

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  • joybird
    12 years ago

    I doubt you will miss anything. Imagine being asleep, you don't consciously miss anything or anyone! There are very few people on this earth who are truly blind. Most can see shapes or shadows etc.

    You are too young to worry about this, and what exactly do you intend to do about it? So why worry when you cannot change it?

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  • SmushZeus
    12 years ago

    And by us human being spoiled I mean how come we are so lucky to live so freely and nice when animals out there are getting ripped apart and fighting for their life everyday....why do we have it so good.

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