Urges you cant control
Have you ever notice when someone tells you not to do something you get an urge to do it. when i grew up my parents wonted the best for our family, so they didnt wont us doing anything dangerous,wrong, other wise they didnt wont us doing anything fun. so when my parents wasnt around we would try stuff just because they told us not to. thats the kind of urges i couldnt control when i was a kid. if any one smokes they probably know that you get an urge when you dont have a cigerate. well if you have these urges ignore them. ive learned that if you dont think about what you wont then you wont crave it. because trust me i have wonted a ciggerate so bad and i didnt think about it so i didnt wont it. all im trying to say is that you can control your urges. its just in your head. Is it normal?