Urges, feelings, day dreams
Sometimes i feel like I want something to happen, wether it to get in a car accident, a street fight, kidnap, cancer, etc . I'm a female in her late teens and I've been through alot of crap with my parents and such and their also cops. I also just feel Like I wanna fight, wether it's with some one or something, like I want something to happen , something dangerous. The urge to fight and for something to happen to me is getting quite strong latley and i even day dream about it and I'm not sure what to make of it :p I've been trying to get into some boxing classes or something but I'm afraid it won't satisfy or help. Is it normal to feel this way?