Upset foreigner in the face of racism danger
I was born asian and have appearance of what the world classifies as chinese, because of bad fortune in my country I tried and had to find another country to live in but a lot of unpleasant things regarding this thing called race/racism happened. For example:
When I stand in line for my souvlaki a lady yelled at me "china, come chink cheuw!!!" with an unbelievably highest pitch of voice everyone can hear. I was speechless as I didn't know how to react but my humble nature forced me to swallow all and let me be humiliated by her. I know somewhere deep inside I feel the rage as I never treat others like that and hopefully ever will.
I want to be able to defend myself by throwing back something at her.. Is it normal? Is it possible for a foreigner to sue native people at court? concerning that I am a foreigner, totally alone, helpless, and I don't want to gang up, go ghettos so as to satify what the racists want, I just live and work in this country to survive.
Is it normal to feel like this? I really don't do what racists would like to stereotype me. I don't even spit anywhere. and I don't understand chinese, only very few words..they imply my habitat is only in China. I'm upset. Utterly.