Uncommon feeling and thought.

Its very hard to express feellings and thoughts which are uncommon through words. Very often i have this feeling about life, living, past time etc. Mostly during nights when i look at the black sky with stars or listenning soft instrumental music (like violin) in a silent environment and none around me. I miss my childhood ( i am male and 18 now), and afraid that someday will miss the time i am passing now. I want to stop the time and live with my dad, mum, bro and sis just like now forever. I don't want time to go on. I had this kind of feeling when i was 9-10 years old and would start to cry. Mum and my sis would ask me why i was crying but no word would come out. I could not share, i was unable to share with anyone. This time i am sharing in this site. Is it my age? What shall i do? Have you felt like me?

Its normal but never felt like that. 5
Not normal 3
Its normal. I feel/felt like that too. 32
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  • Thanks for commenting. Your comments have helped me metally. :-). We only live one life and its pretty amazing.

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  • Saycheese

    I felt like that when I was younger also. Still kind of feel that way, I love my family dearly.

    But truely once you get out and live the college life of living on your own or just living on your own. You'll see that it isn't so bad and it's actually rather fun.

    I'm not saying go out and get into trouble but just enjoy life.

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  • Enkeli

    Wow I thought it was only me :) Thanks for making the IIN post :)

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  • kendall90

    i've felt like that too. like life was much simpler when i lived with my family and we were happy, i still miss it some days but i hope i can build a family just as beautiful

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  • Ihadtomakeyetanotheraccountffs

    I feel you. I get this quite often, and I'm 17. Life moves fast and before you know it everything has changed. You're expected to pursue personal goals and become independent, but often times you just want to stick with what's familiar to you, including your family.

    I guess it's this confusing, strange, unstable time between childhood and adulthood. It's hard to feel at peace, or know what to do.

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