Turned on by sleep paralysis?

All right; Ever since I was twelve, I've experienced sleep paralysis.

I have NEVER found it terrifying, unlike a vast majority of people who experience it.

It -can- get frustrating sometimes when I just want to move, or a little unnerving when I find that my mouth or neck is in a position that I can't breathe very well.

However, after looking into sleep paralysis, and realizing that it has a lot to do with lucid dreaming, and....being the perv that I am, I decided to try something. :P

I have VERY good control over my dreams, and whenever I have sleep paralysis, I can usually always see shadows, dream figures, etc. because I'm still half-dreaming.

Well... I'm able to picture a really seductive male voice (and sometimes be able to -see- a dreamlike version of a hot guy) telling me stuff like "it's all right... don't be afraid... just relax..." "you can't get away..."
and I just LOVE it.
I'm also kinda turned on by the fact that I can't move.
And usually, there's a very pleasant, ticklish/tingly feeling that runs along the left side of my back. (it USED to be painful and feel like a bone being bent or a muscle being jabbed at, since I have a bad back. But for almost a year now, that feeling started being more pleasant.)

But yeah; as long as I don't feel too warm, I can breathe just fine, and I'm laying in a comfortable position, I absolutely -love- getting sleep paralysis.

is there ANYONE out there that experiences sleep paralysis that feels the same way?

{And if not, for those who experience it: I highly advise trying something like this. Just stay relaxed, and try to think of anything really pleasant that will make you stay calm during sleep paralysis. (And not necessarily something sexually arousing, just something more pleasant than "OMG A GHOST IS TRYING TO KILL ME." Your subconscious mind will react to your thoughts, and produce a feeling, a dream, an image, etc. in response. ) The number one reason people are so terrified of it is because they panic. }