Trying to write for years and never get better
Writing stories has been my favorite hobby for many years but I've never been good at it. I've taken classes and I practice multiple times per week. I have so many story ideas in my head but when I try to write, my mind goes blank and I can't remember any of it. When I do eventually remember its and pieces, I write complete sh*t that doesn't make any sense.
Why do I have trouble writing even after trying so hard for so long? Writing is my favorite thing to do but it often turns into my most hated thing to do because I blank on everything