Truth on big nipples

hi Im 23 years young and super insecure when it comes to my breast. I hated them before kids and I hate them now after kids. I have extremely large nipples, there like the size of the bottom of a gatorade bottle. And to top it all off without a bra you can clearly see that there both different in sizes. O yea and they sag too.Who would think im sexy??? Does anybody think so???? Ive been with the father of my children for 5 years and have never let myself go during sex because Im too worried about covering them. He says he loves and likes them, but to be honest i think he's lying and just wants me to be worry free with him. I know it really shouldn't matter to me but it dose... Men what do u think? Im not an ugly girl and in fact I get lots of compliments,guys checking me out and stuff. would u date a pretty girl nice frame but just really ugly boobies??? And are there any other women out there who have my really really bad problem. and Im not talking about you needing bigger boobs, or your slightly sagging just a bit. and yes i am getting a boob job next year i hope. staying this way is only holding my back from enjoying life with him. i want to be free