Too clingy towards my mom?
I'm an 18 year old girl, officially diagnosed with high-functioning autism/Asperger's. I've had a ton of problems with friendships, so my mom has been my BFF for the majority of my life. She is the nicest person I've ever met.
Here's the problem: I get very jealous of anyone (or anyTHING) that diverts her attention away from me. One of the reasons (among others) that I resent my little niece and nephew is that they always cry for her and she spends a lot of time with them. I really hate shows like CSI: Miami and Without A Trace, because they distract my mom when she is at home and I can't talk to her when she's watching them. I also get really upset whenever she sends cards, money, candy etc. to our other family members, because it makes me feel less special even though she buys me things as well.
I am not like this with any of my other family members; it's only my mom. So here is the question: am I being too immature about this, or do I get some leeway on account of being an otherwise friendless autistic person?